:: Makan Hati ::
I feel really emotional tonight.
After my horrid birthday celebration this year, I remember telling a friend of mine that next year, I hope to celebrate the eve of my 28th birthday with someone special. Someone who I love entirely and loves me back the same.
Tonight I realize that it's exactly two months to go til I turn 28.. and somehow, I just don't see it happening-lah.
As it is, I don't mean anything to anyone.. frankly, not one person has ever told me that I am special to them and that they are lucky to have me.. so it looks like I'm gonna be alone again next birthday.
What else is new.
Babe, sumtimes this person would just come along at a time you least expect. Stop searching, instead just seize every happy and wonderful moment that comes your way...until...that ONE FINE DAY! Keep your head up sweetie!
Posted by: Lana | December 17, 2007 02:25 AM
thanks dear.. but the wait feels so awfully, painfully LONG!
Just like you, i thought that get out of school, go to college, bercinta and ta-da! plan a wedding and move on from there.. who knew i'd still be at the "bercinta" phase.. kalau bercinta betul-betul takpe.. ada pulak break-ups and kena repeat til you find one you can finally tolerate. haha... dammit!
In any case, I'm so happy for you and Ariff. I know it's been a long journey for you too.
Posted by: Hero McNizz | December 17, 2007 03:09 AM