:: Ergh ::

I am sooo exhausted. Never have I studied for a paper like that in my life.. cramming up 16 chapters in mere hours was... hell. I have got to tell myself never EVER to do that again! That was horrid.. I was exhausted.. My brain was sooo tired from all the memorizing (which didn't help much.. as half of what i DID memorize was quite useless in fact!)

i came out from the exam hall muttering "crap! crap! crap!" and went to my module to look up answers that I didn't even know existed IN the module in the first place! I know I have changed a lot as a student but maybe my change just isn't enough kot to suit my goals. haha.. goals..

Who knew I'd be rambling about how I might not be getting an A for this paper? Passing is a sure thing though.. however, I think i'm done with those days being the person who would settle to just pass.

I feel a little disappointed in myself kot today. I had a few people try to console me by telling me that it is okay.. that there's another paper to focus on, to go do my best for that one.

*urgh* I should have gotten an A for this paper.. I should have came out of that hall feeling all high and mighty.. but instead, i came out feeling glum..

I had my rice today.. and I slept after my paper, thinking that I'd feel better.. but the minute I woke up, I started feeling all glum again. Time to fine-tune my head.. one more paper to go.

Woohoo.. *roll eyes*